| Domains | Meaning units | Condensed meaning units | Codes | Themes |
|---|---|---|---|---|
| Before relocation | So I think it has been a huge responsibility lying on me, and just because she refused help from someone outside the family and it was so tough, it was tough like And I was forced to take care of everything, such as cleaning, shopping and washing clothes because there was nobody else who could do it. |
It has been a responsibility especially after she has refused help from others. I was the one with the whole responsibility because she couldn’t handle cleaning, shopping and washing clothes. |
Whole responsibility | Being powerless |
| After relocation | But it is tragic, so extremely tragic that it has to be like this. It is better that you die in the step (suddenly/abruptly) than having to the body ending before the head (mentally) |
It is tragic that it has to be like this. It is better to die abruptly. The body should go before the head somehow. |
Die gradually | Having a new relationship with death |